I will not let you win. I find myself time and time again, buried beneath my scars and the pain you have inflicted. I have been foolish, I believed there was a magic, a prayer, a machine that could take away the sorrow. But I was wrong- the magic, the prayer, the machine - is myself. You can inflict damage upon me, but you can never take me and even if you try I will always rebuild myself. I no longer fear you, I no longer fear the pain, the nightmares, the flashbacks - the horrors. I only fear myself. I have lived my life in fear of the wrong person. Never again. Never again. Never again I say over and over, screaming inside of my head attempting to take back my power. It is my power.
My thoughts, my feelings, my words.